it would be the coolest thing if i could find my brother out there somewhere, or even find out his name or anything about him, he probably doesn’t even know that i exist, that sucks. i miss him, i don’t even know who he is, i miss my dad, maybe he’s got some of my dad in him. thats my goal. to find him. and see, maybe i found my dad again. does he know our dad died? does he hate our dad? our dad… i don’t even know him. i wonder if he’s handsome. maybe he’s a crack living on the streets. maybe he’s married and has cute little kids. am i an aunt? i guess maybe i will be an aunt. i wonder if we look alike. maybe even like real brothers and sisters do. where are you my brother? help me find you. are you in china, maybe australia, or do you live down the god damn street. what’s your first name? what’s your last name? your like twenty years older then me, but you’d still be my brother. i’ve never had a brother.